Don't Look Down on Us, we are ELF!

EverLasting Friend, a title that I've been holding for more than a year already.

Just now, as in NOW, while typing, I remember the first time I declare myself as an ELF, November 13, 2009. One month already passed yet I only remembered it NOW. Maybe I'm really busy with school this 2nd sem, there were a lot of things that I'm thinking of that I forgot the day I became an ELF.

It's saddening that I haven't take time to celebrate. T_T

Just watched a video, entitled "Super Junior and ELFs - The saddest love".

I totally agree with this. The first days and weeks of my SJ fandom was really fun, interesting, and exciting. I never thought of sorrow and problems that might come. But just as the year 2009 ended, it started. Hankyung left Super Junior which left ALL of us shocked and depressed.

Even before that, the case that Kangin was involved. And even from the start, year 2005, there were so many problems and accidents. Why should all of this happened to us? It only makes us more problematic considering that we also have our own "private" lives.

The fandom should give us happiness and inspiration yet it only gives us worry and even depression. Just wondering.

Then I thought, why am I still here? Why am I still an ELF?

The answer is in the title itself, we are ELF! EVERLASTING FRIENDS..

To think that our favorite song was MARRY U(maybe most of us).

It's like were married to Super Junior.

In sickness and in health..

In good times and in bad..

and in joy as well as in sorrow..

"I promise to love you unconditionally, to support you in your goals, to honor and respect you, to laugh with you and cry with you, and to cherish you for as long as we both shall live.."

That's what a true ELF is..^^ right?

Right now, we are left with 10 members plus Henry and Zhou Mi. These guys were really doing their best to STILL stand on stage to give us their love. They still continue to give us happiness despite the problems. And those were the things that we should cherish more than ever. But never forget our dream that one day, they will AGAIN stand on stage, ALL 13 together.

Let's always pray for them.

And give our endless support.

God Bless Us ELFS!

Joshua Harris

my own review of my favorite author, JOSHUA HARRIS..

Some of his books that I've read are I KISSED DATING GOODBYE, BOY MEETS GIRL, and DUG DOWN DEEP..

I have no idea about his books before but during my 4th year high school, we were required to read a book. Then, I found I KISSED DATING GOODBYE in my father's bookshelf.

Here: (the actual picture of the old version of the book)

I visited the National Bookstore but the cover was already different so I called this "the OLD version of the book". The pages were all brown and brittle. And the original owner was already married with 3 kids. ^^

The book was really wonderful that even my classmates borrowed it from me during breaks. ^^

The most memorable thing that I've learned was to wait for the right time when I'm ready to enter to a relationship. ^^

After that, I read BOY MEETS GIRL. Then currently, I'm reading DUG DOWN DEEP.

They were easy to understand. There were lots of examples and stories that makes it easier to understand.

September ELF

So.. I need to write something today cause September will end soooon..

what happened to me these past few days?

uhm.. maybe "health anxiety".. yeah, i thought i was going to die soon because of a very small wound..(it's funny, right?) but actually, i can die because of it.. if i'm infected by tetanus..haha! but since it doesn't show any symptom aside from stiffness in my jaw, i think i would be alright.. i SHOULD be alright(^^ )

i'm an ELF, but it seems that i lost some interest with Super Junior.. it's normal.. it really happens if i've been following them for almost a year already.. and i'll get back soon, i believe.. cause i'm a true-blue ELF..(^^ )

my interests these days were One Star Entertainment, they manages kpop cover groups and i auditioned for their SNSD's Into the New World project..(soooo excited)

Girl Groups, like SNSD(as usual), After School's Bang!, and SISTAR's Shady Girl.. i've been playing their songs on my iPod nonstop! haha..

Detective Conan, i was watching from the very first episode! haha.. i really love it.. you can add my addiction in reading Sherlock Holmes! (^^ ) i've finished 2 novels in 2 weeks..

WGM, this is necessary.. this is what i've been waiting every week.. and just finished watching the Horror Chuseok Special..(^^ )

and lastly..

My Girlfriend is a Nine-tailed Fox!

this is my favorite drama series for this year.. uhm, aside from You're Beautiful..hehe!
i just really hope for a happy ending.. Dae Woong and Mi Ho..(^^ )

and that's all..

SS3 vs. Private Life

What should I do?

This is the question that keeps appearing on my mind since ELFs started updating about SS3 Seoul.

Since June, I had my plan of taking an SVIP seat on SS3 so I made some calculations and my money would be enough before October. But in the midst of saving up, I changed my mind. I decided to take a General Admission tix and treat my cousin so that she would be able to see SJ in person.

But geez.. when the live broadcast started, I wanted an SVIP seat AGAIN! But my money were ALL GONE now! What should I do? There's only TWO MONTHS before reservation starts. Where will I get 10,000php in two months?! wth!

I'm in BIG TROUBLE NOW!

The only solution that I can think of is taking back my decision again and go back to the General Admission plan. But it makes me veeeeeeeeeryyyyyyyyy SAD! T_T

Where is really my treasure? Super Junior or my OWN life? Are the choices right?

Can someone save me? T_T

Super Junior's amazing teamwork!

Just a random post.

I just finished watching Dream Team with Super Junior today. While watching, there's something about Super Junior that I never realized before. Maybe I see it or notice it but it never really came to me. It's one of the reasons why I love Super Junior.

TEAMWORK.

I remember Super Junior Show: Shindong's episode, where they sat and talked about their future. That time it's not yet decided if they will stay as the members of Super Junior. So they talked freely about how they feel on separating with each other. Imagine that they're only at the start of their career as a group, they have developed connection or attachment to each other already. I think it's AMAZING.

They're nearly on their 6th year as a group now and the bond was stronger. In the Dream Team episode, I realized that until they're together as a group, they can overcome everything. I also admire Leeteuk, he knows very well his members, he knows they're specialty and capacity as a person. He's a very good leader. Thanks to him. (^^ )

Super Junior Fighting!

First Post! (^^ )

Hello!

Previously, i'm blogging here as a dentistry student, a samster, and a Jpop fangirl. But right now, i'm coming back as an HRM student, KPOP fangirl, ELF, and Primadonna. There are a lot of things that have changed and i really missed blogging. Please support me with this blog! Thank You!

Today is July 5, 2010.
Our Kangin oppa will be entering the army and ELFs like me will miss him, big time! T_T

To Korea's No.1 Handsome Guy, Kim Youngwoon,

Though it's sad right now,
i know you'll return as a better person..
please be safe and stay healthy..
i'm really going to miss you..
let's meet again after 2 years..T_T
Saranghae!