Don't Look Down on Us, we are ELF!

EverLasting Friend, a title that I've been holding for more than a year already.

Just now, as in NOW, while typing, I remember the first time I declare myself as an ELF, November 13, 2009. One month already passed yet I only remembered it NOW. Maybe I'm really busy with school this 2nd sem, there were a lot of things that I'm thinking of that I forgot the day I became an ELF.

It's saddening that I haven't take time to celebrate. T_T

Just watched a video, entitled "Super Junior and ELFs - The saddest love".

I totally agree with this. The first days and weeks of my SJ fandom was really fun, interesting, and exciting. I never thought of sorrow and problems that might come. But just as the year 2009 ended, it started. Hankyung left Super Junior which left ALL of us shocked and depressed.

Even before that, the case that Kangin was involved. And even from the start, year 2005, there were so many problems and accidents. Why should all of this happened to us? It only makes us more problematic considering that we also have our own "private" lives.

The fandom should give us happiness and inspiration yet it only gives us worry and even depression. Just wondering.

Then I thought, why am I still here? Why am I still an ELF?

The answer is in the title itself, we are ELF! EVERLASTING FRIENDS..

To think that our favorite song was MARRY U(maybe most of us).

It's like were married to Super Junior.

In sickness and in health..

In good times and in bad..

and in joy as well as in sorrow..

"I promise to love you unconditionally, to support you in your goals, to honor and respect you, to laugh with you and cry with you, and to cherish you for as long as we both shall live.."

That's what a true ELF is..^^ right?

Right now, we are left with 10 members plus Henry and Zhou Mi. These guys were really doing their best to STILL stand on stage to give us their love. They still continue to give us happiness despite the problems. And those were the things that we should cherish more than ever. But never forget our dream that one day, they will AGAIN stand on stage, ALL 13 together.

Let's always pray for them.

And give our endless support.

God Bless Us ELFS!

Joshua Harris

my own review of my favorite author, JOSHUA HARRIS..

Some of his books that I've read are I KISSED DATING GOODBYE, BOY MEETS GIRL, and DUG DOWN DEEP..

I have no idea about his books before but during my 4th year high school, we were required to read a book. Then, I found I KISSED DATING GOODBYE in my father's bookshelf.

Here: (the actual picture of the old version of the book)

I visited the National Bookstore but the cover was already different so I called this "the OLD version of the book". The pages were all brown and brittle. And the original owner was already married with 3 kids. ^^

The book was really wonderful that even my classmates borrowed it from me during breaks. ^^

The most memorable thing that I've learned was to wait for the right time when I'm ready to enter to a relationship. ^^

After that, I read BOY MEETS GIRL. Then currently, I'm reading DUG DOWN DEEP.

They were easy to understand. There were lots of examples and stories that makes it easier to understand.