Don't Look Down on Us, we are ELF!

EverLasting Friend, a title that I've been holding for more than a year already.

Just now, as in NOW, while typing, I remember the first time I declare myself as an ELF, November 13, 2009. One month already passed yet I only remembered it NOW. Maybe I'm really busy with school this 2nd sem, there were a lot of things that I'm thinking of that I forgot the day I became an ELF.

It's saddening that I haven't take time to celebrate. T_T

Just watched a video, entitled "Super Junior and ELFs - The saddest love".

I totally agree with this. The first days and weeks of my SJ fandom was really fun, interesting, and exciting. I never thought of sorrow and problems that might come. But just as the year 2009 ended, it started. Hankyung left Super Junior which left ALL of us shocked and depressed.

Even before that, the case that Kangin was involved. And even from the start, year 2005, there were so many problems and accidents. Why should all of this happened to us? It only makes us more problematic considering that we also have our own "private" lives.

The fandom should give us happiness and inspiration yet it only gives us worry and even depression. Just wondering.

Then I thought, why am I still here? Why am I still an ELF?

The answer is in the title itself, we are ELF! EVERLASTING FRIENDS..

To think that our favorite song was MARRY U(maybe most of us).

It's like were married to Super Junior.

In sickness and in health..

In good times and in bad..

and in joy as well as in sorrow..

"I promise to love you unconditionally, to support you in your goals, to honor and respect you, to laugh with you and cry with you, and to cherish you for as long as we both shall live.."

That's what a true ELF is..^^ right?

Right now, we are left with 10 members plus Henry and Zhou Mi. These guys were really doing their best to STILL stand on stage to give us their love. They still continue to give us happiness despite the problems. And those were the things that we should cherish more than ever. But never forget our dream that one day, they will AGAIN stand on stage, ALL 13 together.

Let's always pray for them.

And give our endless support.

God Bless Us ELFS!